You know when you go through your normal routine and you just do it? Nothing in your routine ever makes you feel bad, but nothing ever makes you feel good either. That's how my life normally goes. Well, went. It ended when I met my boyfriend.
We haven't been going out for very long. Going on 3 months. But, ever since I've met him, I didn't want to keep doing the normal routine. In fact, I hate my normal routine now. I live every day now to it's fullest. He's totally made my life do a turn around.
Don't get me wrong, I still do my normal routine, although it's been shaken up a bit for the better! I usually wake up 30 minutes earlier than normal now...but that's okay. In fact, I love it. I get to see my boyfriend before we start our days (thank you Skype!) and when we're together, nothing is EVER normal.
Maybe that's why I hate the fact that my normal routine is TOO normal. Because when I'm with him, things are so far from normal that when he's not around and normality sets in, I don't know what to do. I want every aspect of my life to be amazing.
I've also started scripting for a server that he and I have created. Although, at this point in time, I have hit the biggest road block in existence and can't find my way around it for the life of me. It WAS fun. But now all it makes me want to do is throw every piece of technology I own out the window as an act of liberation. I know I can do that without hurting their feelings. They know I'd come back out for them. Especially my phone. I'd be so lost without that hunk of junk. Okay, and my laptop. Maybe I should just not follow through with my liberation.
Another major project I've started doing is helping my mom with her backyard. She wants to make a natural playscape and flower beds galore. I have always loved gardening. It amplified when I was a sophomore in high school and took every class I possibly could on Horticulture. In fact, I took 3 years of Horticulture and 2 years of Landscape & Design. After that, I coined the nickname 'Flower Girl' and have been the go to girl when it comes to planting ever since. So, when my mom asked me to help of course I jumped right on that.
It doesn't take up too much of my day. I already made the flower beds (with my boyfriend's help) and I already planted seeds. Now, I just have to wait for them to grow big enough to transplant. It takes about 5-10 minutes of my day to check on, what my mom calls, my children.
But those 5-10 minutes I am at total peace. I am genuinely happy. Just seeing my little babies growing. It puts my heart in such bliss that I wish I did it all day! Which is why I decided to do this blog. I wanted to share my bliss with everyone. Everyone should have bliss in their life. I also wanted to brag about my babies growing. I guess to brag about my daughter too.,..but that's what Facebook is for.
So, here it is. My blog. I am going to use this to blog about what happens in my life. It's ups and downs. Mostly about gardening though.